No matter how far

No matter how far gone I stray

The Time I spend alone

It's all I am now

Can't turn it around

The silence I grew up with

I'm locked to feel Bittersweet

My deepest friendships, all feel fake to me

I feel bittersweet

The fakest person that I'll ever be

Bittersweet

Feel the end of this

All I feel is bittersweet

I look at my friends and all

They seem much happier without me

And while I feel jealousy

I don't want to hang around

Oh I'm Bittersweet around them, aren't I

And If that bitter thing is something that I carry with me all the time

Maybе I'm bittersweet cause I remеmber what It feels like

Maybe that bitter thing is why I feel so lonely all the time