[Verse 1]

Let me tell you guys

A secret that I do not tell

I’m feelin’ sick

I’m not feelin’ well

Let me show my insecurities

Like it’s show and tell

I’m afraid of succeeding

But I’m also afraid to fail

People are telling me

I’ll never succeed

But if I succeed

I’ll forever bleed

I’ll die on a throne

Of all my bad deeds

Or die in a fire

Of my hopes and dreams

These voices are talking

The devil is knocking

I’m trapped in a corner

I’m yelling please stop it

The boat keeps on rocking

I’m prayin’ for something

But then it hit mе

My God stops at nothing, nah

[Chorus]

How can I believe in somеthing

That I cannot see?

How can I have faith

When I can’t even breathe?

How can I stay here

When all I wanna do is leave?

But then I realized

That my biggest enemy is (woo)

How can I believe in something

That I cannot see?

How can I have faith

When I can’t even breathe?

How can I stay here

When all I wanna do is leave?

But then I realized

That my biggest enemy is (woo)

[Pre-Drop]

How can I stay here

When all I wanna do is leave?

But then I realized

That my biggest enemy is me

[Instrumental Drop]

[Verse 2]

Wake up in the morning

Put me in a choke hold

Fighting myself for my life

Take a big blow

Do it for the family

Ima do it for my kinfolk

You see this?

Show it off at a big show

I don’t know why, uh

You would even come and try, uh

I’ve had it up to here

Jaron I’m done with your lies, rah

Why do you come to me

With all these thoughts?

I feel like a target

That keeps getting shot

Put an “x” on my chest

Cuz “x” marks the spot

That means I’m a treasure

And I’m worth a lot

I’m seein’ the laser

I’m seein’ the dot

I’m seein’ you got me

I’m seein’ I’m caught

But why are you shakin’?

Did I not tell

That I’ve already won

I’ve already fought?

[Chorus]

How can I believe in something

That I cannot see?

How can I have faith

When I can’t even breathe?

How can I stay here

When all I wanna do is leave?

But then I realized

That my biggest enemy is me

How can I believe in something

That I cannot see?

How can I have faith

When I can’t even breathe?

How can I stay here

When all I wanna do is leave?

But then I realized

That my biggest enemy is me

[Pre-Drop]

How can I stay here

When all I wanna to do is leave?

But then I realized

That my biggest enemy is me

[Instrumental Drop]

[Outro]

How can I believe in something

That I cannot see?

How can I have faith

When I can’t even breathe?

How can I stay here

When all I wanna do is leave?

But then I realized

That my biggest enemy is me