chemically messed up

By Allison Eide

On idk

Released on February 13, 2026

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[Intro]

Sorry if you love God and you're fifteen

And you're living in the 21st century

Sorry if you love God and you're fifteen

And you're living in the 21st century


[Verse 1]

First thirty minutes straight outta bed

Flip the light switch nine times, or I'm dead

Is this typical? Probably not

'Cause typical people just wake up (Ah)

I heard the Bible helps ground your mind

Two verses in and my brain's on fire

Hypothetically, how pathetic is that?

I'd be a better Christian on Adderall


[Chorus]

I'm just a chemically messed-up lover of God

Yeah, my brain isn't right, but I love Him a lot

Just a chemically messed-up lover of God

Yeah, my brain isn't right, but I love Him a lot (Ah)


[Verse 2]

Day two, and I'm done rotting in bed

Even put on my shoes, went to church with friends

They say, “Good job,” but I'm holding my breath

Every good streak must come to an end, 'cause


[Chorus]

I'm a chemically messed-up lover of God

Yeah, my brain isn't right, but I love Him a lot

Just a chemically messed-up lover of God

Yeah, my brain isn't right, but I love Him a lot

Just a chemically messed-up lover of God

Yeah, my brain isn't right, but I love Him a lot

I'm just chemically messed up

But I love my God a lot


[Post-Chorus]

Woah, woah-oh, woah

Woah-oh-oh, woah-oh-oh


[Bridge]

God, I would chain myself for every stupid mistake

I made, just to survive

But You pull me out of the bed that I make

To show me I am

Not the pills and not the porn

Not the patterns I may never break

I'll never get why You call me Yours

And could ever be more than


[Chorus]

A chemically messed-up lover of God

My brain isn't right, but I love Him a lot

I'm just a chemically messed-up lover of God

Yeah, my brain isn't right, but I love Him a lot

I'm just a chemically messed-up lover of God

My brain isn't right, but I love Him a lot

I'm just chemically messed up

But I love my God a lot


[Outro]

Sorry if you love God and you're fifteen

And you're living in the 21st century

Sorry if you love God and you're fifteen

And you're living in the 21st century

Sorry if you love God and you're fifteen

And you're living in the 21st century

Sorry if you love God and you're fifteen

And you're living in the 21st century