Broken Record - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

Why is sadness so addicting?

I freeze up when I feel happy, it's like I'm full when I'm empty

What happened to that little girl who dreamed of bein'

Somebody that someone can look up to?

But I do things I never want them to do

If I could skip a beat and start a better melody

Stop going 'round and 'round, repeating habits that hurt me

Maybe, finally, if I'm lucky, oh, I could be repaired

But I'm a broken record

(Woah)

I wish I gave more than I'm getting, but I'm commit to not committin'

It's like I wanted to get healthy, but I ignore what doctors tell me

I dream to bе somebody that someone can look up to

But I do things I nеver want them to (To, to) do (How?)

If I could skip a beat and start a better melody (How?)

Stop going 'round and 'round, repeating habits that hurt me

Maybe, finally, if I'm lucky, oh, I could be repaired

But I'm a broken record

Mmm, mmm, mmm

Oh, I'm so tired, show me how to be free

'Cause I'm so tired (So tired), show me how to be free

God, I'm so tired (So tired), show me how to be free