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Ya doin alright?

Fuck if i know

Stayed up all night

With the bottle

Walkin through life

With my eyes closed

Blow it blow it up just like a pyro

I could blow it up or I could do the same things

I could blow it up or I could do the same things

I could blow it up I could run away now

I could stay the course or I could find a way out

VERSE 1:

If i can build it up, I can kick it down

I should be so high that I won’t ever hit the ground

But I’m a sucker for the grind I’ve been stuck inside the hamster wheel

Feeding off the drama should be sippin on this camomile

Grown enough to know

Should be gone from the snow

Want a name up in the lights but that’s a long way to go

I’m in the Hyundai running errands

Couple bucks from that Mclaren

Got the windows so transparent you could see the people starin

If they were

But i be cruising all day undisturbed

Run to work

Am i caught like Shawshank in the world

Pour the bourbon and it will cost me, i’m undeterred

Things are blurred

Have i gone the wrong way? what’s preferred?

Huh? run around making bets

Run around chasin checks, flawless

Or stuck in my place again

Focused on paying rent, cautious

I’m between everybody’s thoughts, I’m a blip on radar screens

But will i find the person that it really pays to be, I don’t know

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VERSE 2

Wanna trade the snow shovel for a motherfuckin beach towel

Countin up the savings do I have enough to leave now

California seems wild, freedom piled with each mile

Mimosas in the morning then some boarding for us meanwhile

I’m dreamin of that carte blanche

Fighting with alarm clocks

Wondering if the world has passed me by as if i’m hard rock

Packed a lunch i hardly want

Circling a parking lot

When i eek into the weekend get that bottle pour a shot

Now that’s sustainable but ain’t appealing, in the long term

I could change the crux of what i’m feelin, but the cost hurts

Gimme time to wander. Gimme time to flip the script

Flights and mission changes might as well figure out what living is

Cycle so continuous, purpose is ambiguous

Destroy it from the inside watch me firing indiscriminate

I hope that somethin hits, let’s burn it down right now and build again

Crank the risk to a ten, possibilities a million

Bridge:

Now you’re lying to yourself if you think you got it all figured out

Or maybe you do

And maybe that’s even scarier

Fuck if i know

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