This Calling - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

I secretly crave, crave that scent again

Still feel it pressing on me now

Now with the onset, my flesh is weakening

I steel my nerves for temptations at hand again

And I hear this calling

Still you don't seem so far at all

And I hear this calling out

No secrets, deception, for these would tear this down

I'll note the past; spare the pain (spare the pain)

Words match my deeds with brutal honesty

Never forget these choices were made by me

And I hear this calling

Still, you don't seem so far at all

And I hear this calling

Still, you don't seem so far at all

And I hear this calling out

Not falling victim to the fire that burns inside of me

Though I am fearful I will not prevent this tragedy

My strength's been tested; I wear the scars that prove

Still I believe that this calling will see me through

And I hear this calling

Still, you don't seem so far at all

And I hear this calling

Still, you don't seem so far at all

And I hear this calling out

My strength's been tested; I wear the scars that prove

Still, I believe that this calling will see me through

Still, I believe this calling will see me through