Released on January 2, 2026

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[Verse 1]

You come and go like a warning sign

Pull me in close, then you draw the line

I wait it out like I always do

Hoping this time you'll be staying too

But every word is a disappearing act

You leave me here with the echo back

And every time that you slip away

I feel the urge to do the same


[Pre-Chorus]

'Cause if you're smoke, then I'm a spark

Trying to glow inside the dark

Thought you broke me, here's the truth

I was trying to fade from you


[Chorus]

You vanish

Then you're right on my skin

Like wе start, then stop, then start again

But the twist that I could nеver admit

I'm the one who wanted to vanish

You're fading, but I'm fading inside

Hiding where the heartache can't find

And the truth I finally understand is

I'm the one who wanted to vanish


[Verse 2]

You touch my hand like a second chance

Then disappear like a half-trained dance

I hold my breath just to keep you near

But it turns out I don't want me here

We play pretend that we're doing fine

Both of us scared of the bottom line

You leave again and I act surprised

But I was gone somewhere inside


[Pre-Chorus]

If you're the storm, I'm the rain

Trying to fall and not explain

Thought you made me run from damage

But I'm the one who wanted to vanish


[Chorus]

You vanish

Then you're right on my skin

Like we start, then stop, then start again

But the twist that I could never admit

I'm the one who wanted to vanish

You're fading, but I'm fading inside

Hiding where the heartache can't find

And the truth I finally understand is

I'm the one who wanted to vanish


[Bridge]

Maybe I was leaving long before you left

Maybe I was breaking with every breath

Maybe all your ghosts were shadows of mine

Two disappearances crossing in time


[Breakdown]

Vanish

I was slipping through the seams

Vanish

You were only half the theme

Vanish

I was running from the truth

Vanish

I was vanishing from you


[Chorus]

You vanish

Then you're right on my skin

Like we start, then stop, then start again

But the twist that I could never admit

I'm the one who wanted to vanish

You're fading, but I'm fading inside

Hiding where the heartache can't find

And the truth I finally understand is

I'm the one who wanted to vanish