[Verse 1]
3 AM, the ceiling’s got a lot to say
Tracing shadows, trying to keep the dark at bay
But they’re closing in like a fucked-up parade
And the quiet in the room cuts like a blade
I try to breathe it out, try to count to ten
But the air gets heavy and it starts again
Just a copy-paste of another breakdown
Yeah, I’m the queen of this ghost town
[Chorus]
It’s habitual, it’s a ritual
I wear it like a coat when the night gets cold
It’s digital, it’s clinical
A violent little story that is getting old
And there’s no escape, no getting out
I’m drowning in the comfort of a world of doubt
[Post-Chorus]
It’s habitual (oh, it’s habitual)
[Verse 2]
Pour the coffee, hope it shakes the static loosе
But I’m tying every thought into another noosе
Out of words I shouldn’t say, dreams I shouldn’t keep
Every failure’s flashing back in fucking HD
I put on a face, go and play the part
With a ticking time bomb where I left my heart
Everybody’s talking, but it sounds obscene
Locked inside a cage and I still hold the key
[Chorus]
It’s habitual, it’s a ritual
I wear it like a coat when the night gets cold
It’s digital, it’s clinical
A violent little story that is getting old
And there’s no escape, no getting out
I’m drowning in the comfort of a world of doubt
[Post-Chorus]
It’s habitual (oh, it’s habitual)
[Bridge]
And I hate how much I need the ache
Just to know there’s something left to break
It’s a comfort dressed in bad design
This beautiful disaster’s always mine
No emergency lights, no windowpane
Just the steady pulse of the pouring rain
[Chorus]
It’s habitual, it’s a ritual
I wear it like a coat when the night gets cold
It’s digital, it’s clinical
A violent little story that is getting old
And there’s no escape, no getting out
I’m drowning in the comfort of a world of doubt
[Post-Chorus]
It’s habitual (oh, it’s habitual)
[Outro]
Yeah, it’s habitual