Healing - Intellectual

[Hook]

Come and sit down let me tell you my story

I reach out for help and everybody ignores me

All of my peers leave me in the dirt and don't feel sorry

Bitches play with my heart like my name was atari

There's this girl I like and she made it seem like she likes me back

She told me she's not into guys I don't know how I should react

So I down these fucking bottles til I crawl up on the ceiling

Unidentified creatures look more normal when I'm fucking healing

[Verse]

But I'm not really healing, I'm just fucking bleeding

Cutting through my veins til I bleed out and I'm kneeling

I never understood why the love was so appealing

When I know it always leaves me broken down and straight up fucking screaming

I've always been so anxious

I'm always too scared

I dread seeing the mentions

I just hope it's not bad

All the drinks make me nauseous

But I never really cared

How else could I distract my attention

When I'm feeling this sad

[Bridge]

She said shut the fuck up, well bitch fucking make me

I can't even love myself when everybody hates me

Tell me if you're there for me, I've been alone lately

I don't think I'll make it to the morning safely

[Verse]

When I slit my fucking wrist

All she said was goodbye

I was tryna talk to her

Kept saying I'm alright

But I was bleeding out

And I got a fucking fever

She said that's what happens

When you're bouta meet the reaper

In the morning I wasn't gone

I fucking hate that I'm still around

I could fuck a bitch so good but that won't help me move on

I'd have her moaning too loud and I don't wanna hear a sound

But I'm a pretty boy blowing out backs til they put me in the ground