In Loving Memory

By ALEXXX!

Released on June 17, 2020

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(Pendo, kill the beat)


[Chorus: Alexxx]

I don’t know why

I don’t know why

I don’t know why

Why must we hate?

Must we fight all the time?

Why can’t we sit down and just realize?

That our mouths can fuck up so many lives?


[Verse 1: AleXXX]

So you wanna know I’ll tell you why

Hoes are envious so they pick their side

Keyboard warriors don’t understand

Some of them are weak pick a fish your size (Bitch)

You decide to hide behind a screen

You can’t take it so you gotta scream

Take it out on us making that are green

While we’re riding in limousines

Something better to do, that you don’t

You don’t gotta pretend we know you’re dumb

Hana Kimura I’ll avenge your throne

Shad Gaspard won’t forget your stone

Please don’t let ‘em get in your head

Don’t be afraid to seek out for help

A yelp is better than blood being bled

Bleeding tears when they see you dead


[Verse 2: Senpai]

Siempre existirán brujas

Inyectando veneno desde su burbuja

Critican y cada palabra le suma una

Aguja al muñeco de goma espuma

Canallas Así  es una panza

Querer avasallar Tras una pantalla

Y en la calle te apuesto se callan

Gallos No tienen agallas

You know I can’t stand these motherfucking trolls

I don’t care whose rhymes they think I stole

Shut your mouth and know your role

I don’t like you. You’re all assholes

Bullying a girl living her life being successful she just needed a guide

Through all her struggles she just needed help

Thanks to you instead she died


[Verse 3: AleXXX, Senpai]

Atención plena

Enfocarse tan solo en las cosas

Que realmente valen la pena

Ignorar opiniones ajenas

Cortarias tus venas?

Realmente no hay razón pa’ caer en su juego

Te afectan los comentarios de terceros

Solo si te tomas demasiado en serio tu ego

Commenting on my post on the ‘gram

Talking shit saying I’m a scam

Opened up my phone to check the spam

All I got to see trash from friends

I need to catch myself from getting pissed

I know I need to chill or no one will

Some days I just wished to go and kill

People that caused this, the pain is unreal


[Bridge: AleXXX]

Look I’m not telling you what to do

But to do things they’d do

Do to you, how would you

Feel to be in their shoes

Would you try

Make ‘em cry

Or make ‘em sad

Or make ‘em mad

Make ‘em take a piece of flesh

Or maybe take entire lives


[Chorus: AleXXX]

I don’t know why

I don’t know why

I don’t know why

Why must we hate?

Must we fight all the time?

Why can’t we sit down and just realize?

That our mouths can fuck up so many lives?


[Verse 3: AleXXX]

Let’s just all prevent this

I want you to know

Even tough you feel like you’ve fallen low

Please remember to take it slow

Enjoy the moment enjoy the show

Take all those bad things form your head

Understand that all the people you seem to dread

They spend their day without nothing to do

Instead, they decide to take it out on you

You can call me whatever you want

You sit online and you start to taunt

Person to person you won’t confront

Let’s just face it you’re a fucking cunt

I’ve been there I’ve done that

It’s not that bad when you realize that

Across their lives, their lives fall flat

Compared to yours they’re just fucking rats


[Outro: AleXXX]

In loving memory of Shad Gaspard and Hana Kimura

May God rest their soul

If you are going through a tough time

Reach out to people

Reach out to somebody

Somebody is gonna be willing to help you

If you are my friend if you got my phone number

You got my Instagram, my Snapchat, anything that you can reach me through

Please reach out

If you’re going through a tough time, rechristen out

I’m here for you 24/7, and you need to know that

Thanks to Senpai for jumping on this beat with me

Great project thank you so much for contributing

Pendo killed the beat

This is a touch time in the world especially in the U.S. right now and just be safe out there

Take care

Peace