I serenade my deepest fears

To coax them out their hiding spots

So I can drag them into sunlight

Burn them with my white hot ambitions

Masochistic suspicious visions

Forcing you to give a shit

When you didn't wanna fucking listen to my bitchin'

About how I hate this generation

All they fucking know is Playstation

They've got no real imagination

Yet I still lack the time or the patience

To be forgiving all my customers, my clients and my patients

I just snap, like "who the fuck you think you be?"

This self proclaimed prophecy

He ain't the son of shit to me

I picked up the pieces you dropped jumping bitches

Just to prove your silly point

And feed your immature addictions

Don't mind me

Keep that stupid shit up

I love watching you fall when you can't get up

And I hope you got all of the attention that you wanted

Because you're still no less ugly than the day that you started

(Chorus)

And I can't help it but that's how I'm programmed

To understand that love is only real in the moment

Words are the curtains we use to cover how we feel

That's why I never say I love you because I know it's not real

So I sweet talk my deep thoughts

Just to get her dress off

Like I'm observing her curves and learning what makes her burn

And When the fantasy's over

I just throw her away

And then I wonder why she's mad when I don't call for days

Like "Baby, c'mon! I thought you knew that I was using you!

I thought you liked guys holding you down and abusing you!"

So what if I opened her up and I exposed all that truth in her?

It's not like I've got to talk to her again

Because I'm through with her

See how I lie to my ego to grow it stronger?

Stuff that fucker full of pride until he turns into a monster

Flipping shit up in my conscience just for kicks

Someone shoot this bitch

Because honestly I'm sick of it

Maybe if I smoke enough the demon in my head

Will suffocate on the fumes of my cancer ridden tombs

And when he falls from the stars

I'll catch him in my arms

And beat him to fucking death for giving me all these scars

(repeat chorus)