I should have seen the blood on her hands

When she passed me that blunt

Or the look in her eyes every time we made love

But no

I was too consumed by the essence of her presence

Hoping that my fate

Would never take me from this time and place

Now the fruit is rotten from the core out

With me caught inside

Trying to find the fucking door out

But I can't see through your smoke screens

Put your walls down and open up to me

How come every time I try to tell you that your'e beautiful

You come back by telling me that I should be more truthful

And how come every time I try to tell you that I love you

Shit, you're not even listening to me

And How come every time my friends tell me

"Yo, your bitch gets down."

I wanna say "fuck you

For tryin' to knock me down off my cloud!"

You know that you can't

But I'd like to thank you anyway for trying to be my friend

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I hope your walk to hell is a long one

So you can take the time to think about where you went wrong

I hope your fall from grace lands you in a place

Slightly better than where you really belong

I hope you hear this

And I hope you know everything

You sacrificed for some greasy faggot with a lip ring

I hope you trust him

And I hope he's being honest

When he leaves you at the alter with a 14karrot broken promise

Ya know, often I wonder what I did to deserve this

I know I'm not perfect

But it's not on purpose

I gave her everything that I had

And all I got was a knife carved out my heart

Stabbed in the back

The least that I ask is you act like you give a shit

God knows I'd do anything to save this relationship

I won't admit it

But she's everything I wanted

Because it's been fucking years

And I'm still fucking haunted

Like every little aspect

Her scent to her name

I've dated other girls but it's just not the same

Do you even begin to comprehend

The amount of damage you accomplished on my brain?

In that short time you managed to knock me off my high horse

I got back on my feet

Unlike you I wasn't too proud to admit my defeat

Which is the worst part to me

Because I know what you could do

If you could only see inside yourself what I saw in you

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And over the years she collected some bones

And then she left me at the bottom of that slippery slope

So I crawled my way to the top where I sit pridefully

And silently, I always wished that you were here beside me

Trust me when I say you tore my heart out my chest

But I know that for a while you were trying your best

So I guess that's how I'll remember you in the end

But until then, I never fucking want to see you again

I hope your walk to hell is a long one

So you can take the time to think about where you went wrong

I hope your fall from grace lands you in a place

Slightly better than where you really belong

And when you get back

Yo, just give me a call

Maybe we can get together and talk about it all

Because it's been a couple years and I'm starting to heal

But I just really need to sit down and tell you how I feel