(I can only pray)

I can only pray that as I peel back the scabs from my conscience

I may recognize the unfamiliar patterns in my logic

I've been digging through the fiction

Deciphering the lies I fed on to survive

When I thought that I was fine but I'm not

Somewhere down the line I tripped and fell in love

And realistically I just wanted someone else to trust

You know what? It wasn't her

She made that prevalent to me when she took my sanity

And slept with everyone but me

And now I find myself stranded at the top floor of my ego

Watching over all these little people trying to "keep it real"

But they constantly contradict their co-dependence

We need each other more than ever so why do we put up defenses?

Why can't everybody rush into the street screaming "Fuck the internet!

Let's go outside

Let's make some friends

Let's make mistakes

Let's make amends

Let's find our hearts

Let's get engaged

Let's give and take

Let's break away

Let's go insane and figure out how to love with our brains!"

Everyday I wake up with a smile

And a yesterday to keep me headed in the right direction

Everyday I wake up with a smile

And if today's the day I stray well I got time to make corrections

Everyday I wake up with a smile

And a yesterday to keep me headed in the right direction

Everyday I wake up with a smile

Because I know that if today ain't my day well I always got the next one