[Intro]

I feel like I'm falling again

Drowning my heart in pain

I feel like I'm falling

Drowning my heart

[Verse 1]

I feel like I'm falling again, drowning in all my sorrows, and then

I wish, I wish, I wish I never fucking felt like I'm dead and buried again

Suffocate in my pillow, hoping to never ever survive the pain

We all have regrets and traumas that will never let us truly heal, yeah

But sipping on tequila might just heal ya if you've ever dealt with and felt the pain that I feel

And I'm painting a scene in my head with these taunting thoughts 'cause I ain't no Man of Steel

I feel like I'm all alone in a house full of mirrors, I'm drowning in a pool of tears

I feel like I'm on my own, fighting off all these demons, and all of my fucking fears

[Chorus]

I feel like I'm falling again

Drowning my heart in pain

Thoughts driving me insane

It's testing my patience

I feel like I'm falling

Scarring my heart with pain

Thoughts keeping me less sane

It's testing my patience

[Verse 2]

I wish I could just go back to when I wasn't feeling numb

I wish I could be more than what I have become

I wish I could kill myself, but also be immortal

Got a combat mindset, but take me through that portal

Back to when I didn't feel depressed all the time

Back to when I didn't feel like everything I do is a crime

Back to when I didn't hate myself, when I didn't wanna die

'Cause all I do now is just break down and cry

I've always tried to put everybody first, so why do I feel this way?

This pain is a prison, I've already written a suicidal essay

But every single day I tell myself, "Everything's gonna be okay"

But every single fucking day I get closer to the grave

I've been betrayed and let down by my own fucking thoughts, the ones I wanna eliminate

The things that they make me do will never lead me to Heaven's gate

I feel like I'm all alone inside my mind, I'm falling in deeper and deeper again

I feel like I'm on my own, all I need is a friend, or is this the end?

[Chorus]

I feel like I'm falling again

Drowning my heart in pain

Thoughts driving me insane

It's testing my patience

I feel like I'm falling

Scarring my heart with pain

Thoughts keeping me less sane

It's testing my patience