[Verse: Young L3X]

I was hardly getting by

Felt in hard times

Where the sun wouldn’t shine

Just wanted to resign

I was hardly getting by

Used to wanna die

Never satisfied

My pain was amplified

Overthinking, my circumstances and the outcome

I bonded with a demon she was evil, was a loud one

To quit, she kept repeating, I ain't stop her, I allowed her

I got caught in a trap did some shit I wasn’t proud of

I was hardly getting by with my pockets running low

When I start reminiscing my eyes overflow

I was hardly getting by, forgetting about my goals

In a lot of pain tried to not let it show

And please don’t ask me questions

Im lost I have no answers

Been keeping to myself

Been feeling like a cancer

I’m feeling so weak ,I’m near my defeat

The devil got close and found a home in me

[Chorus: Siera]

I just don’t wanna even try

Anymore no

Don’t wanna cry

Anymore no

This is goodbye

I can’t hold on

I just don’t wanna even try

[Verse Two: Young L3X]

I hate depression I can’t find a release or peace

You wanna walk in my shoes

Then don’t let em crease, believe

I tried fighting, running and hiding

But them blows that I take

Feel like two planes colliding

Maybe I needed guidance

Feel chewed up like trident

I’m screwed up, things are too nuts

Please stop prescribing

Medicine and pills, that I leave in my cabinet

Can’t make it up these hills, depression a magnet

I’m hardly getting by

Felt in hard times

Where the sun never shine

Peace I’ll never find

I’m hardly getting by

Now I wanna die

Never satisfied

This pain I can’

Please don’t call me an ambulance

I don’t need no help

I don’t need no analysis

Go help yourself

Suicide I been practicing

To look like an accident

Can’t sleep cus paralysis

And stress is the catalyst

[Chorus: Siera]

I just don’t wanna even try

Anymore no

Don’t wanna cry

Anymore no

This is goodbye

I can’t hold on

I just don’t wanna even try