A Mother’s Cry - Intellectual

[Verse One: Young L3x]

Since the morning I thought about ya

Good and bad thoughts passing through my head

Then I realized you wasn't in your bed

But instead you was out partying

When you should be home

And I was lobbying; you not to go and leave us alone

Is clubbing really fun with the violence that's around?

You say it’s another town but your still on the ground

And anything can happen, you should be cautious

Knew that my talking was getting ignored

But please come home if you start getting bored

And don’t drink and drive in the Honda Accord

I swear most nights I don’t get this nervous

But tonight I feel like the devil might be working

So I pray to God as I closed my eyes

Promised him many lies in exchange for a piece of mind

I closed my eyes & I promised lies

In exchange for a piece of mind

[Hook: Tierra Wilson]

Can’t forget the day you closed your eyes (eyes)

I was mad at God I had to say goodbye

Cus I wanted some more time with you

If you knew these tears I cry show more than pain

And since you left my whole life hasn't been the same

[Verse Two: Young L3x]

Woke up to ten missed calls and twenty texts

My door bell rang it was UPS

I'm so glad they left. I was still undressed

My heart dropped when I got my daughter call she said

There was a shooting at the club Michael was there

Its not clear if he got shot but something feels weird

I call his phone but it most be on silent

But I’m scared cus all of this violence

And last week I had a dream of him dying

I told her stop crying, not assume to soon

I turn on the news, with fear hoping I won't hear

My sons name or description that matches

I’m fighting the sadness

Trynna stay positive expecting the worse

I picture his casket laying in dirt

It hurts, thinking that he can be leaving this earth

It hurts, thinking that I can be losing my boy