[Verse 1: Alex Antonio]

I try to keep my composure

Cuz every time they see me 

They tell me I'm getting colder

Daddy you hurtin momma, momma you hurting daddy 

I'm praying that we'll be happy one day

That's all I'm gon' say

I took another shot then i went on broadway 

It never really changed they arguing again 

So I put to work it's money over pain

You gotta feel me

What you know about chilling in a dorm with depression?

And every rich fuck is connecting 

And you taking shots of whatever and you getting high off whatever 

Getting high makes it better so

So I had to get it out fast 

Andre when they treat me like an outcast 

So I take another shot, when I'm all alone on my own

Then I stop when the bottles empty 

[Chorus: Michelle Ferreira & Alex Antonio]

I am drifting away and I am

(I never stop till the bottles empty)

Drinking away my pain

(Cuz these people talk a lot when the bottle's empty)

The dark and lonely days where I just

(I never stop till the liquors all gone)

Can't seem to find my place

(So I'm pouring my emotions on this song)

[Verse 2: Alex Antonio]

I try to keep my composure

Cuz every time they see me 

They tell me I'm getting colder

Momma you hurting daddy daddy you hurtin’ momma 

This shit isn't getting older but

I didn't know till I was drunk 

With real emotions pouring out and filling up my cup

Now looking at you're youngest son

Popin’ pills to go to sleep look at now what I've become

Look at now what I've become drinkin’ on some extra shit

Drinkin’ till I'm extra drunk

And driving cuz it's extra fun?

Not safe momma, I don't have my head right 

So there must be reasons why I never fixed my headlight 

And I'm liven life dangerous

Living life curious keeps me up at night

Dear God if I take another shot I just wanna pass over hard times 

When the bottles empty  

[Chorus: Michelle Ferreira & Alex Antonio]

I am drifting away and I am

(I never stop till the bottles empty)

Drinking away my pain

(Cuz these people talk a lot when the bottle's empty)

The dark and lonely days where I just

(I never stop till the liquors all gone)

Can't seem to find my place

(So I'm pouring my emotions on this song)

[Verse 3: Alex Antonio]

I try to keep my composure, 

Cuz every time they see me 

They tell me that I'm loner

Daddy was hurting daddy, momma was hurting momma

This shit is just causing drama, the winter was getting colder, 

And I wasn't ever sober, and I would've never told ya

That I would just want shoulder cuz I would just be a soldier 

But now I just want alter my lifestyle

Cuz I've been sittin on my ass

While I'm waking up at two with a wallet with no cash 

And a car without no gas

And memories when I was at Pace

So I gotta fix all these wounds

And stop taking shrooms

N then I'll tell truth to my fan base  

That I'm insecure, my music is the cure 

But phony people think they gonna get a fucking handshake but 

I didn't know till I was drunk

With real emotions pouring out and filling up my cup

So then I took my last shot

Now the bottles empty 

 

[Chorus: Michelle Ferreira & Alex Antonio]

I am drifting away and I am

(I never stop till the bottles empty)

Drinking away my pain

(Cuz these people talk a lot when the bottle's empty)

The dark and lonely days where I just

(I never stop till the liquors all gone)

Can't seem to find my place

(So I'm pouring my emotions on this song)

[Outro: Alex Antonio]

Dear Son, when you hear this, tell your mom I love her

Tell her that I would never put any woman above her

Tell her that you'll protect her and tell her that if she cryin'

That maybe the world is darker but baby we'll make it shine