Strip my years of life down to a thimble

Through it all i must hold my head high

I use up most of my hours looking at you

But i fear my eyes growing baggier as they fly by

Im growing up am i out of touch

I've learnt a lot but i know very much it's still not enough

Im taking shots in the dark

The path isn't clear when im an anomaly of love

My hairs falling out and going grey im not even 18

Seize the day each moment is a moment to waste

Every little thing would be better if you were right here

How am i losing something that i never had in the first placе

Im growing up am i out of touch

It seems to me that you only come back to me with a bluff

Im taking shots in thе dark

Its hard to have a laugh when we both have bigger issues with trust

If i was to go away

What would happen to the smile on your face

For all the things i didn't do that i wish i did

And the stupid things i did that i shouldn't have

It's a learning curve though i am getting older

I've seen you cry it's alright to feel a little colder

If i go home

Will i ever get the chance to see you again at all

I dont know what its like to be happy

I dont know what its like to be happy

So im growing up am i out of touch

I can see now that i knew nothing about myself from the start

Getting stuck between 3 minds

This artificial love is leaving me with nothing inside

I dont know what its like to be happy

If i go home

Ill never get the chance to see you again at all

And if thats true

Just know that im so glad i met you