Withering - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

Got my mind on lock right now

Too many hitters in my head, just tryna hear God right now

You know the way, the truth, the life, but I'm really tryna stomp right now

You know money, cars, and clothes, just tryna have fun right now

'Cause right now I don't feel like livin', let's go dumb right now

'Cause I'm way past numb, I just wanna feel the rush right now

Full speed off a ledge, man, I'm tryna touch the sky right now

And what's livin' if you've never been alive?

Holy Father, are they tryna crucify?

Right now, I think I'll let 'em try

[Chorus]

I feel like I lost some'

My flaws cool, but they cost some'

Can't see you, ain't never hear none

Touch my heart, make me feel some'

My heart groans, now I'm all done in

My blood's coverin' the floor

My skin's cold, please God, save me

Don't leave me bleeding at the door

[Instrumental Interlude]

[Verse 2]

You say You won't leave nor forsake me

I say, "Where you beens?" like Mercedes

Funny, all these things got me thinkin' if I wilt away, will You give in?

I sip and drank, was devastated, my friends, they hate me when I'm faded

This cycle spins, intoxication, this cross I bear, this sin, I hate it

When you try, but you suffocated

No lies, what's the truth? Is you gonna play me?

Ah, tell me I'm Your favorite

Please don't make me all alone, am I gonna make it?

Ayy, woah, sorry, but I'm worried

Been a while, walked away, made a sitch, I'm workin'

Took me on when I'm the prodigal, pot of gold, I just wanna buy Your heart

Oh, show me what You want