[Verse]
Apparently I'm second generation black Caribbean
And half white Scottish whatever that means
See lately I feel confused with the boxes
'Cause to me all they do is breed conflict
It's not that I've lost touch with the reality
Of racism, sexism and nationality
Just to me it all seems like insanity
Why must I rob you of your humanity
To feel good about mine?
It's all about crime
Dehumanizing's how I justify 'em
So I must keep lying about the history of Africa
So I can live the with massacres
And repeat my mantra, Muslim terrorist
So I can sleep at night as bombs take flight
Eyes open wide but I'm blind to the sight
Too busy chasing the perfect life
And the working class keep 'em uneducated
Truly educated men could never be a racist
To educate is to draw out what is within
Are we not all the same under the skin?
I got a heart like yours that pumps blood and oxygen
And insecurities, a whole lot of them I'm scared like you deep down
I really do care that world's not fair like you
But I don't even believe my own prayers like you
Chasing career going nowhere like you
Lost in a fog of my own insecurity
I hold myself up as an image of purity
And I judge everybody else
By the color of their skin or the size of their wealth
But it's not good for my health
As the only one I ever really judge is myself
The oppressor must suffer like the oppressed
Though I pretend I'm in control of this mess
By inflating my ego, puffing my chest
See our weakness and our need to show strength
For what we think strong is 'cause if we're honest
True strength is the strength to be honest
And if I'm honest I am just tired
If I'm honest I am just tired
Tired of everyday filling up my car
And knowing that I'm paying for the bombs in Iraq
Tired of pretending it don't hurt my heart
Of wanting change, not knowing where to start
Tired of listening to all the conditioning
And all the forms that they got me filling in
Next time you see what is a thug and despise him
Please know I was just like him
'Cause I was like 8 first time I saw crack
Same time I first smoked weed, choking on blowbacks
First time I saw knives penetrate flesh
It was meat cleavers to the back of the head
As I grew and teenage years passed
Many more knives pierced and the shots blast
And I not saying I had the worst upbringing
But there's a million young men just like me in prison
We complain about racism, elevate clowns
With their trousers down, swinging their dick round
Maybe that is not quite literal
But everything they do is just as stereotypical
To my real fans, I feel your pain
And I get the messages, but don't complain
That we ain't got more fame for paying our part
They can keep the charts, all I want is your hearts
They can keep the charts, all I want is your hearts
They can keep the charts, all I want is your hearts
Calling it black radio, don't make laugh
So is black music all about tits and arse?
You don't represent nothing, you're just pretending
When was the last time you ever played Hendrix?
Or Miles Davis or John Coltrane?
Or Ella Fitzgerald or Billie Holiday?
We can call it urban to me that's cool
If urban means street, that includes jazz too
And rock for that matter
Go ask Mick Jagger or Jimmy Page what they were listening to - the blues
Not discrediting, love Zeppelin too
Just giving credit where credit is due
That blood soaked word rappers still use
All it really show is that we still self abuse
That was the word that was used to kill
Kelso Cochrane and Emmett Till
That was the word that the conscience eased
And made people pleased to hung youths from trees
That was the word that let the whips crack
No matter what you say, you can't take it back
And I can say their black so I feel their pain easier
But 1915 look at Armenia
Is the whole world this human stupidity?
Though we choke ourselves to death quite literally
And I can talk with my comfortable mouth
With my comfortable clothes and my comfortable house
The tables will turn, we can but stall 'em
Every empire on this Earth has fallen
So unless we can find another way
Maybe not today, but it'll come one day
And it may sound like I'm bitter
But in fact truth be told I am quite the opposite
I wake everyday and am overwhelmed
Just to be alive and be like no one else
And the sheer weight of the thought of space
Is enough to keep my little ego in place
All that we chase and try to replace
All along it was right in our face
The only way we can ever change anything
Is to look in the mirror and find no enemy
The only way we can ever change anything
Look in the mirror and to find no enemy