Released on October 1, 2021

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[Intro]

You stabbed me right in the back, wow

Told me you'd never do that, now

So much ache in my chest

I don't know what I did

Left me empty and broken, there's


[Chorus]

A lot of things, lot of things to get used to now

Why'd you leave? You said I'm someone you're used to now

Can't believe I'm just someone you used 'til you found you

But now I'm lost in you now

A lot of things, lot of things to get used to now

Why'd you leave? You said I'm someone you're used to now

Can't believe I'm just someone you used 'til you found you

But now I'm lost in you now


[Verse 1]

Another late night

4 am looking through my phone

Act like if I'm on it ups the chances that you might call

Tears mock how I was with you

All they've done tonight is fall

I know my feelings real 'cause I ain't never felt like this before

You're in the shoes I usually wear

Love 'til I had enough

And leave at times that's best for me, not worried how they feel at all

Karma creepin' on me, felt its presence since I felt my heart

Start beating differently with you ski-ski-skipping like all the rocks

We threw out at that lakehouse

First vacation we took together

Face lit up like sunrise

Surprised you 'cause you were stressing with a

Couple things at home but I promised to never bring it up

To no one else but us so I'll keep it out this song

I had to write tryna cope with emotional trauma

Maybe I'll find the answers you never gave me, I wanna

Really know the way you saw me and felt through the longest

Time I've ever fucking loved somebody's soul, presence, and mind

And then you... fuck...


[Pre-Chorus]

You stabbed me right in the back, wow

Told me you'd never do that, now

So much ache in my chest

I don't know what I did

Left me empty and broken, there's


[Chorus]

A lot of things, lot of things to get used to now

Why'd you leave? You said I'm someone you're used to now

Can't believe I'm just someone you used 'til you found you

But now I'm lost in you now

A lot of things, lot of things to get used to now

Why'd you leave? You said I'm someone you're used to now

Can't believe I'm just someone you used 'til you found you

But now I'm lost in you now


[Verse 2]

Yeah

I guess that's how it is though

Always heard love was torture, maybe it's really that simple

Never really wanted to believe in what they said though

But now I'm missing sleep the way I miss the one who took it from me

And when I finally sleep, the only thing I see in my dreams

Is the one who made my life feel like I'm living a dream

Liver drowning and I still can't escape it

Dying to forget it, do anything to erase it

Left me balling, tears eventually gon' hit a drought

But you chose to join the crowd, you could watch now

Watch me ball and turn my Nissan to a double R

While you pretend to be happy knowing you lost out

I'd go incredible lengths for you just to know my love

Was realer than anything that you've ever known

Really gave you all of me, and you

Took it all and walked away


[Pre-Chorus]

You stabbed me right in the back, wow

Told me you'd never do that, now

So much ache in my chest

I don't know what I did

Left me empty and broken, there's


[Chorus]

A lot of things, lot of things to get used to now

Why'd you leave? You said I'm someone you're used to now

Can't believe I'm just someone you used 'til you found you

But now I'm lost in you now

A lot of things, lot of things to get used to now

Why'd you leave? You said I'm someone you're used to now

Can't believe I'm just someone you used 'til you found you

But now I'm lost in you now