[Intro]

Yeah

Yeah

[Chorus]

Tears pouring out my eyes need a raincoat

I know it takes a lot of rain see the rainbow

And with pain and pleasure I guess the same goes

Now I'm counting the days until my pain goes

I know its never goin' 'way I feel way too much inside me

Probably doesn't help I feel like no one is beside me

I feel I'm holding back and now the inner me is hidin'

The more I'm gettin' older feel I'm runnin' out of options

[Bridge]

Life is filled with obstacles I'm learning to get across

And anybody who negative I'm just killin' 'em off

Shit is scary, weighing heavy on my mind

But we all gotta deal with change and mold us to the person we are

[Verse 1]

I've been ignored I've been counted out

Left me hurtin' without a doubt

Shit was bad I was down and out

I've emerged an I found my route

Honestly in a rough spot

Making friends is a tough job

Intentions are never clear

I guess I just need to just trust God

And let him take control

While I channel feelings

I was feeling at 8 years old

I went through enough then

And know to stay composed

When I feel the devil creeping tryna take my soul

[Chorus]

Tears pouring out my eyes need a raincoat

I know it takes a lot of rain see the rainbow

And with pain and pleasure I guess the same goes

Now I'm counting the days until my pain goes

I know its never goin' 'way I feel way too much inside me

Probably doesn't help I feel like no one is beside me

I feel I'm holding back and now the inner me is hidin'

The more I'm gettin' older feel I'm runnin' out of options

[Verse 2]

Sittin' in this hotel room drownin' in bottles

I'm contemplatin' if I even wanna see a tomorrow

Room spinnin'

Stomach turnin'

Sippin' heavy

Tummy burnin'

Pain in every sip just knowin' it ain't fixin' my problems

Lately I've been with that mindset of fuck bitches

'Cause I've been screwed over by so many dumb bitches

And with this music I know I can never trust bitches

But deep down I knew I wish I was cuffed wit' a

Good girl I could get to know closely

I'd give my all we get close and they all leave

And again I'm talkin' through it with my homies

Another day another night and I'm still lonely

[Chorus]

Tears pouring out my eyes need a raincoat

I know it takes a lot of rain see the rainbow

And with pain and pleasure I guess the same goes

Now I'm counting the days until my pain goes

I know its never goin' 'way I feel way too much inside me

Probably doesn't help I feel like no one is beside me

I feel I'm holding back and now the inner me is hidin'

The more I'm gettin' older feel I'm runnin' out of options