[Intro]

Lately I've been laying down, sleeping all my pain away

Even when it's hot and sunny, it feel's like a rainy day

Lately life's been hurting, it feels like no one can save me, great But that's the price you pay when you trust someone else to stay with faith

I must understand people now ain't built like me

Lying through their teeth is not a problem, but it is for me

Even though I'm alive, it's inside where I feel deceased, I put my trust in someone else and now I'm 'bout to free the beast

[Verse 1]

I did it once and I will never again

People take kindness for weakness and try to hide what they can

'Cause they ashamed of what they did but that's the person they is

I'd rather be depressed with no one than be lied to again, yeah

[Bridge]

I'm tired of all this hurting, hurting

No one ever deserves it, deserve it

Inside I feel like I'm burning, burning

And now you make me feel worthless

[Verse 2]

Now life's a gamble, never know what you gon' get

Feel like the stress of life is never gonna end

You gotta find your peace 'cause the lessons never end

I feel like I felt heaven and been through hell, and I ain't even dead

[Chorus]

I got issues, issues

But you don't know what I've been through, been through

I'll never use that as an excuse, excuse

But there's a lot I hold into, into

And I've been holding in this pain

I noticed lately it's been getting in the way

I pray to Lord every night just to give me strength

And I fucking pray to God that nobody can relate

No one deserves this!

[Verse 3]

My mind's racing, moving miles a minute

So many thoughts running through it, but I gotta stay in it

I set my goals, I've been working, I've been dying to get it

I don't care if I'm crying, I'm gonna cry 'til I finish, yeah!

I'll change lives, inspire the great minds

That listen but having trouble emerging, it takes time

Keep moving through all the hurting, it's worth it, embrace life

You only get one of them so be strong and make time

And I be working all these roundships

Some god moving fast, never down shifting

And all the ones that did me dirty, they be drowning

In regret, 'cause I leveled up without them

[Chorus]

I got issues, issues

But you don't know what I've been through, been through

I'll never use that as an excuse, excuse

But there's a lot I hold into, into

And I've been holding in this pain

I noticed lately it's been getting in the way

I pray to Lord every night just to give me strength

And I fucking pray to God that nobody can relate

No one deserves this!

[Verse 4]

You once were a blessing

But you turned to a lesson

The second you started treating me different, leaving me guessing

I don't put up with bullshit, guess it's on to the next one

I know there's better things coming now, I see you're not that special

Lately life's been like point guard, dishing me dimes

Left and right these bitches itching to be getting what's mine

I cut 'em off, fuck 'em all, move 'em all to the side

'Cause now I know they nothing but toxic to the grind

Nah, I made memories with people who sadly are now just memories

All 'cause they ignored how much they really fucking meant to me

Now it's all I think about, it fucks me up mentally

Keeps me up at night and through the day, I just pretend to be

Unfazed by the past, but I ain't gonna lie though

Everything that happens still plays through my mind though

Vivid pictures running through my head like a slideshow

Worse is I can see 'em even better with my eyes closed

[Outro]

Now I know the type to keep out, the same ones who doubted me but now say they proud

Fuck your bullshit, you ain't got a lot to say now

Get to stepping, don't let the door hit you on the way out