Released on December 29, 2018

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Verse 1:

Don't know if the anxiety

But I dont got good mentality

I don’t got good vibes in me

I might as well be a failed beep

Got myself on them vitamins

Tryna concentrate, I just can't

Living my life in a lions den

Can't wake the lion or I am dead

Pre-Chorus:

Its keeping me up, keeping me up, keeping me up at night

Can’t keep inside of me

Its, winning, thriving, I ain't surviving this fight

It's a battle versus you or me

Chorus:

Oh god, I'm so sorry

I cannot be the one you want me to be

I've got these mad voices in my head

They be telling me

To lose my insanity (lose my insanity)

Verse 2:

I wanna love, I wanna be

The greatest and that ish oughta be

Thinking I'm the top, but sinking down low

Sinking to the bottom (yuh)

Losing myself in a crying plea

But nobody sees that side of me

I'm just pop singer, just ride with me

I got them problems inside of me

Pre-Chorus:

Its keeping me up, keeping me up, keeping me up at night

Can't keep inside of me

Chorus

Oh god, I’m so sorry

I cannot be the one you want me to be

I’ve got these mad voices in my head

They be telling me

To lose my insanity

Bridge:

Can't lose my anxiety

Can’t lose my insanity

Post-Bridge:

Don't know if the anxiety

But I dont got good mentality

I don't got good vibes in me

I might as well be a failed beep

Chorus

Oh god, I'm so sorry, (I’m so sorry baby)

I cannot be the one you want me to be

I've got these mad voices in my head

They be telling me

To lose my insanity