[Verse]

Waking up exhausted

Haunted by dreams I vaulted

Into an early grave when time came to pay dues I defaulted

You can't deposit what you don't have lacking passion I'm nauseous

From trying to go with the flow, rocking boats wasn't an option

Yet I still chose it, capsized laying in my ocean of thoughts

Lost in the memories that always seem to focus on

Every reason why I should probably start floating

Already ceased motion

Just gotta breathe slow and

Exhale positivity, within me is the enemy

Exorcised for serenity cause battling takes enеrgy

That I don't have to give

Not sure if rapping is a gift

I only rеally feel I'm spitting when depression in the mix

Mastered trudging up my past for tragic adjectives to stick together

Wonder misery is the ink to my feather

Like if I ever seek out help could I still write down all these letters

Even if I'm scarred do these bars make it for the better?

I might never find the answer

Way too busy trying banter with the pale moonlit dancer

Steady posted on my shoulder, spoke and left me enamored

'cause I stammered out every problem I posed

And he responded with solutions of grandeur

"There'll be no dampers on your parade

'cause the rain can't participate

When you're in lake of flames

Now go and enjoy your fame

'Cause honestly this is the only way that you'll get it

You let all your dreams die, now its through me that they living

But you deserve your ill-gotten gains, stop being so timid

Just remember you're all mine when you run out of minutes..."