Is this real or fake?

Or just a fantasy…

Killed hundreds and thousands

No one can recognize me

Like a sudden whisper, I saw my friend in death

Which made me to face the clandestine way to heaven

The dimension crakes

I discard the bodies

Containing my friends

Smells of rot exude from my hands

Arousal impair my brain cells

When the gates of misery begins to evaporate

Brings me back to the ordinary days