i hate it

By again&again

Released on December 11, 2020

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[Verse 1: juicebox caviar]

I wish I could erase it, but I can't though

And not for lack of trying

I'd be lying if I said that I could let go

You already know

Everything I'm feeling 'cause

You told me not to worry

About a month ago

"We're just friends, stop being so irrational"

Fast-forward to my fears becoming factual

And your ghost likes to

Visit with me nightly

To tell me how every day

Was something fictional and


[Chorus: juicebox caviar]

I see you in every single person

That I meet and I'm sorry

But the thought of you with him's

Enough to leave me weak and

I hate it

Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh

You don't know how much I hate it

Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh

You don't know how much I hate it


[Verse 2: Atwood]

And I'm so past gone

I packed my bags and just became another passenger

Tryna act strong

It's tit for tat and I ain't perfect

But I'm searching for some purpose

They marching in they lines inside the circus

But this burden might be worth it

If I carry it with everything I've got

So tandem with the shots

Cold handed with these rocks that i kick back

No, no, no, don't hit me with no props i don't get that

It's low key like baritones

Gimme lil love and a quarter count of that serotonin

Living for the moment

I navigate through the pheromones

I'm just tryna bare with em


[Pre-Chorus: wet day timetable, Atwood, planet girl, & juicebox caviar]

Sleepless nights I’m cold

Looking in myself

(And it's no use tryna get used to)

Haunted by your ghost

I see nothing else

(The weight of living without you)

You're like a demon in disguise

Have to runaway

(And that's something that i can't undo)

I'm tryna heal

Move on

Gotta let you go

But all i know is


[Chorus: juicebox caviar, RYCE, wet day timetable, & planet girl]

I see you in every single person

That I meet and I'm sorry

But the thought of you with him's

Enough to leave me weak and

I hate it

Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh

You don't know how much I hate it

Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh

You don't know how much I hate it


[Outro: juicebox caviar]

Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh

You don't know how much I hate it

Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh

You don't know how much I hate it