Resolve

By Aftercost

On 88

Released on March 1, 2019

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[Verse]

Thought everything was good so I checked out

Thought everything was fine so I left doubts

But problems came back and started to re-arise to the surface and I Can't go back

I thought I buried it

I can't believe this is still haunting my mind this pressure is real but I’ll Never go kneel to the wolf in the back of the room

Do you feel?


[Verse]

I’m gripped by throat

No time for excuses just go and don't live by the book

Violent and red

The spaces don’t line up I’m going crazy instead

In a hospital bed

Takes two to realize all the dead skin that's inside the heart

I know that you hear me now don’t leave me I'm bleeding without You I'm needing a doctor time is fleeting

Don't wanna see me fall apart


[Chorus]

Do you see it crumbling down?

These walls that I've built

Won't hold anymore


[Verse]

I remember the knife so clearly

Used to cut the fruit into shapes so neatly

Now you’re pointing that knife in my face saying

“We’ll both go to hell” but I thought you loved me so dearly

It left a mark in my brain

My worth was not more than some papers to grade

Now that I'm older you know that i can't let these kinds of dark memories fade

Ya feel?

This is not discipline

Making a kid think its best to get choked by a noose

How heavy's the weight?

I’m not your gold trophy let go of this stupid charade

Get out of my brain

Its seems like your fears got the best of you

You saw all the gossip that was coming through

But what do i care about simpleton minds

That can't even see past the simple truth


[Outro]

Give me time, give me time before I let my feelings go

I know that I've been holdin' these thoughts for far too long

You've been always there

You've been always there to guide me


Give me time, give me time I’m letting all these memories go

They left me scars but it's about time I’m staying strong

You've been always there

You've been always there to guide me home