No Reflection - Intellectual

[Intro]

My world expanding but I'm still feeling low

Seeking for answers of questions I don't know

Yeah, aye, yeah

[Verse 1]

Lately I've been feeling dead inside

So much life around me but I still wanna hide

No aspirations for the future

Like a zombie, walking, waiting for closure

Is this my nature?

Am I such a failure? (Wake up)

So I pick up these lines

So I can free my mind

Wish I could just rewind

Go back in time and change some of my rhymes

Show all of them how I do crimes with these words

How I'm a golden mine

But no one can see through the grime

They would be surprised by how much I can shine

'Causе when I'm picking up the speed, on thesе rappers I'ma feed

Spreading the message, this year I'm going deep

Got nothing to lose, my soul the only thing I need to choose

Need to loose some things to my fuse

Put the system back to use, enough being confused

Trapped in this empty space

Pushing everyone away 'cause I'm scared to hurt myself again

I recluse, relive this, I refuse

[Chorus]

When I look up in the mirror, I see no reflection

And my eyes are still wide open but I don't have no vision

Like an absence of light dark, no colour composition

No complexion, an illusion, just confusion, no reflection

[Verse 2]

Sometimes I wonder if they know me

Should I throw disses for them to notice me?

That must be the voice of insanity

Telling me to do shit that would cause calamity, aye

I'm overthinking again

It's some constraint in my brain causing me pain

That's why Sham says I'm a drama queen

Always reacting by making a scene

This makes me question my reflection

Am I living in that much of a fiction?

Ain't got too many options

Need to move with caution

Completely disconnected reality

Am I giving them an image of abnormality?

Was this all an error?

Do I need to change my demeanour to connect with the outer?

How to stop this horror?

Killer inside like Hannibal Lecter

My behaviour being my tormentor

I prefer to close myself between these walls, total absence of colour

[Bridge]

When I look straight in the mirror

[Chorus]

When I look up in the mirror, I see no reflection

And my eyes are still wide open but I don't have no vision

Like an absence of light dark, no colour composition

No complexion, an illusion, just confusion, no reflection