Decide - Intellectual

[Part I]

[Intro]

Let me try this shit once again

Let me try this shit once again, yo

Because I can never decide, yeah

[Chorus]

Is it paradise or a paradigm?

'Cause my weather changes like the sky

Is it Buddhist or Budapest?

Like choosing East or Kanye West

I dunno what do with myself

And I think that it fucks up my health

'Cause you see, I can’t make up my mind

I can never go and decide

[Post-Chorus]

Can never just go and decide

Can never just go and dеcide

Decide

Yеah

[Verse]

Removed my Facebook, deleted Instagram too

But I still get me no rest, I be thinking 'bout you

Feel like a fool

How’s life always so cruel?

Looking for the heat when it gets cool

And vice versa

I lose my bets like trifecta

Failed the number of times rappers call themselves playa

So what I say, huh?

Like Kanye’s devil in a dress-a

Think you Lucifer but I still wanna undress ya

Why I do this shit? Maybe I need a challenge

But I be getting me no weekends

I be thinking after hours

That I’m a coward

I’m getting blocks like Dwight Howard

So I give up before the try

I think I’m getting tired of trying

Deleted bumble and tinder

I’m so fire but them bees they turn the other way like bad tires

Unreliable

System made to fail

Like the conflict between Palestine and Israel

Like the way the rich don’t pay their taxes when they sell

But if we tryna do the same they’ll put us into jail

Shit

But see, I drift again

I can’t stay on subject like I can’t get me a girl

Tendency of the troubled mind

But the decisive truth is that I can never decide

Yeah, yeah

[Chorus]

Is it paradise or a paradigm?

'Cause my weather changes like the sky

Is it Buddhist or Budapest?

Like choosing East or Kanye West

I dunno what do with myself

And I think that it fucks up my health

'Cause you see, I can’t make up my mind

I can never go and decide

[Post-Chorus]

Can never just go and decide

Decide

Yeah

[Interlude]

I can never decide

[Part II]

[Verse]

Couldn’t even decide on the words to this song

What the hell I'm feeling?

Why I feel wrong?

What to choose and just let go?

Anxiety is kicking in

Afraid I’ve missed my dreams

What path to take?

I can never get a break

Fighting with time

I’m telling it to wait

And then I procrastinate

Take a second look, fuck, I’ve missed a chance

One thought and then the next

Everything is moving while I’m hiding in my nest

Doesn’t matter what I choose, I always regret

[Outro]

I have to decide

Why I can never decide?

What to choose?