Released on September 27, 2021

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INTRO

Shits fucking with me lately gotta get it off my chest, cause I miss you man, yeah

VERSE

Nick Scruton, you like a one man union

You could've been the start to a movement

Or maybe you are and I can’t be arsed to start moving

Why did you do this ? I am just clueless

I wish you chose to fight

Must've been over life

The most atrocious fight

I wish you showed more signs

Two days before you chose to die you had the dopest shine

Was like a hope inside your broken mind I didn't notice signs

Wish I did would’ve helped a bro survive

Didn't know you'd cry go home that night with a rope you tied and just revoke your life

FUCK !

I just hoped when you close your eyes

You felt no pain as you floated high

Way past and over skies was it your past or emotions why

You felt the need to leave like it'll totes be fine

How the fuck am I supposed to cope inside

As time flies over I still see your mum twice a week in my scope of sight

And ill see you when I close my eyes

My minds like the dentist open wide

And you've shown me signs to devote my life

To the flow and lines microphone and rhymes

I gave a bro your zippo light and watched him cry

I still got your knife I keep it safe at night

Brother

Remember your shoebox full of writtens

I wanted you just to start spitting

But you chose to stop living

Before we flew off into the vision

We had the same views of the system

Was it your escape route the only way you could just break through your mental prison

Did I betray you cause I'm living

Fuck i miss you Nick thank you for what you've given

OUTRO

Fuck I miss you man

All the fucking memories, one more drink, just one more fucking time where we could spit one more fucking line that's all I ask for