Released on February 13, 2020

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[Verse 1]

I find myself, thinking of your love for me

Even though, I know that we’ll never be

Intimacy, without sexuality

A bond without toxicity, come sleep with me

Complexities

That’s why we’ll never be

It will never ever [x4] bother me

You hide it

But I know it hurts you

More than you think


[Chorus]

I wish that I loved me

The way you love me

You know I know you know

You wish it was different

Backstabs, every time I kiss him


[Chorus]

I wish that I loved me

The way you love me

At this point, we’re all we have

It might hurt, but we’ll make it last

I wish that I loved me

The way you love me

Spending time hiking at the beach

I’ll be here

Until you fall asleep

I wish that I loved me

The way you love me


[Verse 2]

What type of friendship is a friendship

That don’t even cross a line

Even though we know you love me

And you’re waiting for the time

We really blurred the lines Pharrel for real

Ain’t talking Robin Thicke

If you do too much

My man will drive by with a clip

So you shouldn’t get wrapped up

In my mess, God bless this mess

I’m rich now so I’m not stressing

But it still wouldn’t be best

You don’t wanna get wrapped up in this

I need your help through all my shit

Just stay with the friendship

Just stay as my friend, bitch


[Chorus]

At this point, we’re all we have

It might hurt, but we’ll make it last

I wish that I loved me

The way you love me


[Verse 1 - Reprise]

I find myself thinking of your love for me

Even though we’ll never work

Even though we’ll never be

Intimacy without sexuality

A bond without toxicity

Hold me


[Outro]

Just stay and hold me

Just stay, just and stay hold me

Just stay, just stay and hold me

Hold me