Remember the days when we were each other's cure?

Those days were magical to me

But we don't have time for shit like that anymore

Instead, I'm staring out the window on the verge of insanity

These days are numbing

I fantasize about running

Hours are burning

Don't even know what I'm yearning for

Lately, I always seem to be overthinking

It's not how I want to be

But I can't quit it, no

I know there are moments that make it all worthwhile

But they're so few and far between

These have been some of the best and worst days of my life

I can't make sense of anything

I want to live in the moment

It's almost never the moment

Why can't I be in the present?

I'm always living for some other time and place

Lately, I always seem to be overthinking

It's not how I want to be

But I can't quit it, no

I don't want to be alone

But I do it to myself

I want to light my soul on fire

Not always be waiting for something else

Is it really all up to me?

Am I burning the minutes, the hours, the days?

What is it that I'm waiting for?

How can I illuminate the grey?

I always seem to be overthinking

It's not how I want to be

But I can't quit it, no

I always seem to be overthinking

It's not how I want to be

But I can't quit it, no