Days that I've lived and people I've met

Have become impossibly hard to forget

Now there's no chance I'll settle for less

I'll chase highs like the past til I have nothing left

I'll just lie under the stars in a dreamscape

In the arms of someone I thought I loved

When I first felt free to be myself

I'll just lie under the stars in a dreamscape

Thinking back on times that I once had

Until I'm satisfied by something else

I'm in my feelings

Remembering days when I had feelings

When I could stare up at the ceiling

And I was absolutely reeling

I'm in my feelings

Remembering days when I had feelings

But now I have fever dreams nightly

And understand those who have hurt me

Is this an interim period?

I don't feel quite so alive

I'm hibernating for winter

Until I can once again thrive

My guiding principle is that I want my life to feel like art

And so I write to you now until my days can play the part

Under the stars in a dreamscape

In the arms of someone I thought I loved

When I first felt free to be myself

I'll just lie under the stars in a dreamscape

Thinking back on times that I once had

Until I'm satisfied by something else