It's March 31st, like 1:24 in the mornin'

And um, I just turned thirty-four years old

You know, thank God

And uh, I just had some thoughts I had to get off my soul

While the, while the world sleep, you know

Dear God, I'm prayin', you hear me?

I'm sure that you hearin' so many voices

The choice is of who to answer first

So many people are hurt, it seem like it's gettin' worse

Is it a curse or a punishment?

Wonderin' and while I think to myself, searchin' for answers

But tryin' not to question my health

It's kinda hard, you see, 'cause coughings lead to coffins as well

Could tell your house is a prison and how your life is a hill

But Heaven knows my God ain't likely to fail

So many tears through the years

Could swim through miles at a time

My arms are tired, but they told me fear is all in my mind

But this shit is real to me, so real to me, so, so real to me

The distance growin' from people near to me

Close, but I'm needin' some closure

Kinda feel like it's over

Keep hope that it isn't

I just keep gettin' older

Wish I'd grow me some wings

Time flyin', I'm tryin'

My best to stay decided, but yesterday gone

And tomorrow isn't here yet

So all I got is today

So much to say, but words get in the way

Eventually, memories fade because it's fate, but

Hug your mom and dad as tight as you can

Make sure your words as tight as ground when you stand

As the hourglass sinks from the sand

I thank my father 'cause he raised me one hell of a man

I tell my mother that I love her more than air that I breathe

I tell my brothers that I'm here, I got whatever you need

And tell my lady that you got my heart forever, I'll never take it back

One day, we'll have that kid whose skin the perfect shade of Black

When the stars align, it's all design 'cause it's all divine

Mmm, on God's time, not mine