[Chorus; Shapzzy]

You know how it really feels?

When it doesn’t feel right and you’re doing all you can

You know how it really feels?

When you’re in a situation only you understand

And no matter how hard it is

You just put it together and try to be human

And you wish that every time you could always stay happy and be free

Yeah

[Verse 1]

I don't wanna die young and I don't wanna live forever

Wanna live a good life and go out a trendsetter

I've been working on myself just so I can be better

All alone with my thoughts now I'm starting to see clearer

Now I can see the future and I swear there's nothing brighter

I am ten toes standing yeah my momma raised a fighter

I've been moving with the pace gotta show them that I matter

And they tell me that I'm stubborn well I got it from my father

I was down in the dirt now I'm climbing up the ladder

Now I'm reaching for the stars that's where I belong

Finally found peace headed to nirvana(right)

I don't wanna go back to where I'm coming from(never)

I seen a lot of people die along the line(damn)

Dear God give me the strength to keep pushing on(Amen)

And all I ask

Is for a chance

To live a life that's better than I expected and get to die a legend

[Chorus; Shapzzy]

You know how it really feels?

When it doesn’t feel right and you’re doing all you can

You know how it really feels?

When you’re in a situation only you understand

And no matter how hard it is

You just put it together and try to be human

And you wish that every time you could always stay happy and be free

[Verse 2]

Praying for better days as memories begin to fade(Amen)

Wishing to visit a past that I can never change(Damn)

Hoping to get a chance just to see your face(on God)

But I just gotta believe you in a better place(right)

Dear God I'm starting to lose faith

This shits intoxicating

I'm going insane

Why the good die young that's such a cliche

Guess I'll never understand why this shit happens this way

Like I just can't enough (fuck)

Through the pain and the struggle imma stay strong (right)

When the shit gets tough I light up a blunt (yeah)

Put the lean in my cup and I'm sipping up (cheers)

Going through paranoia always feeling insecure (damn)

Dear God give me the strength to keep holding on(Amen)

And all I ask

Is for the chance

To be the man that's better than I expected and get to die a legend

[Chorus; Shapzzy]

You know how it really feels?

When it doesn’t feel right and you’re doing all you can

You know how it really feels?

When you’re in a situation only you understand

And no matter how hard it is

You just put it together and try to be human

And you wish that every time you could always stay happy and be free

[Verse 3]

Look to the heavens

I don't wanna fucking die

I just wanna stay alive

And, and be free

Hate me or love me I don't even fucking care

I'm done shedding all the tears

And, And no matter how hard it is

They'll never understand

What it takes to be the man to do it right and (be free)

Yeah Cut a couple friends off

I just wanna be alone in my zone and be free