If only - Intellectual

[Intro]

Ah, ah, ah, oh

Ah, ah, ah

It won't let me sleep

'Cause I can't see what you see in me

If only I knew from the start

My mind would take control of my heart

I'm up all night stuck on a moment you forgot in five seconds, wow

If only I didn't think too much

Thinking I'm undeserving of

A love like yours, what a tragedy

Insecurity got the best of me

Ah, ah, ah, oh

Ah, ah, ah

It won't let me sleep

'Cause I can't see what you see in me

If only I wasn't such a chore

My brain moves faster than it has before

I'm stuck on stupid shit like is there a reason I'm not on you're phone screen anymore?

Am I pretending to be content?

Am I too caught up in the moment?

It was such a drеam now are my expectations too еxtreme?

What you feel like nothing, feels like everything to me

And I can't do a goddamn thing (Oh ah)

Ah, ah, ah, oh

Ah, ah, ah

It won't let me sleep (Ooh)

'Cause I can't see what you see in me (See in me)

Ah, ah, ah, oh (Ah oh)

Ah, ah, ah (Oh)

It won't let me sleep

'Cause I can't see what you see in me (See what you see in me)

Like, I know that it's just all in my head, and I know that my brain loves to hyper fixate on just small things that don't even matter

Like, why does- why does overthinking just have to suck so much?