[Verse 1]
15 minutes gone, lost myself again
Thinking negatives, forgetting all my friends
Scared of where I'm going, hating where I've been
Wishing I could be in someone else's skin
Dreams are going great, but then I spring awake
If I can leave my room, I might make it through the day
I need a new routine, I need something to say
I need to show myself an unfamiliar face
[Chorus]
It's hard to train a train of thought
That goes to places you don't wanna see again
Too many things to criticize
Somebody let me know I'm overthinking
It's hard to find some peace of mind
When you're at war with who you are and who you've been
I've run it through a million times
I'm too convinced I'm not just overthinking
[Verse 2]
"Don't you ever change" is too common a phrase
That friends and family give out without delay
I need to shift my sails, face the other way
I'm tired of living life like it's a losing game
Maybe I need a drive under the moon all alone
Maybe I'll clear my head all the way 'til I get home
But when the sun peaks through, I know what he will say
"You shouldn't let the stars steal away your days"
[Chorus]
It's hard to train a train of thought
That goes to places you don't wanna see again
Too many things to criticize
Somebody let me know I'm overthinking
It's hard to find some peace of mind
When you're at war with who you are and who you've been
'Cause I've run it through a million times
I'm so convinced I'm not just overthinking
[Bridge]
No, I'm not just
No, I'm not just
I'm not just overthinking
No, I'm not just
No, I'm not just
I'm not just overthinking
No, I'm not just
No, I'm not just
I'm not just overthinking
No, I'm not just
No, I'm not just
I'm not just overthinking
[Outro]
It's hard to train a train of thought
Too many things to criticize
It's hard to find some peace of mind
I've run it through a million times