Released on July 3, 2025

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[Intro]

-in the panopticon

Of false illusions

With everyone observing from the point of where I’ve been

And what I am doing


[Verse 1]

12 am, my mind wants the truth

But my mind is parading away from its youth

They the ones you can’t see light

It’s unobservable, when you’re standing in the night

I don’t have sight, bright light, in white lines

White lies, between Gemini’s black and white skies

My eyes deceived me, breathings still hung up

In the panopticon, breathing ain’t enough

Delusional, looking for the doors of perception

Maybе all I need is imperfection

Long nights been messing with my incеption

Light is the biggest deception


[Verse 2]

At 3 am, now the silence is screaming

Instead I’m just sitting here twisting my mind

I’m stitched up in a void, needle keeps slipping

Late in the night, but I’m just spliffing

Too desensitized to have a reflection

My mind is moving backwards having no connection

Thoughts are racing, pacing like a cyclone spin

Maybe the answers I want are trapped within

Eyes closed now I see stars, but can’t feel heat

Is this a necessity? My heart is skipping beats

Truths not real and I’m chasing no trail

Each time I get closer, light seems to pale

I’m writing in the margins of my own existence

Smemsmensmensmn persistence

But faith is a coin that I flip in the dark

Heads push me further, tails tears me apart


[Verse 3]

Stop

You’re chasing a truth you can’t name

What’s light but a shadow, playing the same games

These answers you hunt won’t make you hole

You feed the chaos while it swallows your soul

But how can I trust what I see?

You think sight will set you free?

Blind men learn to see past their own eyes

And you’re here trapped in your own disguise

The silence roars, the walls seems alive

It’s just your mind pushing to survive

You’re spinning in circles clutching the night

But some truths are born beyond the lie


[Outro: walmartworker76]

Maybe when you don’t know what to write about

You can just write about some