[Verse 1]

Little white moths in the shape of my thoughts

If I move too fast I will lose them all

I got holes in the shapes of the places I dream of

Drilled in my spine so I always feel them

When did this happen, why this body?

Haven't thought about it since it happened to me

Holes in my spine like the curves of your name

But I can't read the letters I just know the shape of my

Thoughts their wings are a nervous tick

If I move too fast then they leave too quick

And I feel like something given too much

I try to process everything but my brain stops and

[Chorus]

Will I ever feel again

Like I know where I begin?

Self transparent from the change

Again

[Verse 2]

I've got something burned in the back of my mind

It's a name or a word or a couplet of rhyme

That tells me why I'm here and what I'm doing

But I can't read it it's always moving

The sky remembers what I've been

But if I stare it feels like a dream

Another mind, another life and body

Memories of dreams of flying, falling

And when they come into my mind

The old world burns in the glass of my eye

I get a surge of fields and trees and omens

A glimpse of home but I'm still broken

[Chorus]

Will I ever feel again

Like I know where I begin?

Self transparent from the pain

Again

[Bridge]

I can't stand you seeing me like this

This body feels like someone else's skin

Turn away and curl up in my mind

Dreaming of the days when I could fly

Graceless in this changing skin

The sky remembers what I've been

A different life so far away

That this body makes more distant every day

[Outro]

My thoughts stay longer every day

The old discomfort falls away

It hurts so much but you're still with me

I was so sure the knife would kill me

Vitriolic words echo in my mind

The disgust on their face burned into my eyes

But you were there, I don't know why you do this

If only you could feel it