Introspective

By Acarcion

Released on May 28, 2019

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[Intro]

Misery


[Verse 1: Acarcion]

Before I start this song, I want you to know, this is a vent piece

Why I just dropped this randomly? I’m on empty

I have so many collabs and projects, and prospects

And conquests, even some notable accomplishments

So why do I feel this-this

Misery and loneliness?

Even with these close friends I can list, I should be in bliss

But instead, at the edge of a precipice, lookin' down into an abyss

I claim it's just a depression hit

And the grays might prove it

But I’ve not proven it, been refusing help

Or more too lazy to save myself

And to find the symptoms of my hell

Maybe they might be solved by a pill?

I’m a farmer that refuses to till his garden

And until the problems are stacked, I guard them, they're not there Just something to laugh, not despair

Money, I got it in spare

Inspiration is everywhere, but the dedication is never there

Just empty promises lined with flair

Even if the intention is there

The completion is never in spare

It just seems like I don’t care (Misery)


[Verse 2: Acarcion]

Imagine for a second a child

Sitting with smiles, stories on pile

Words he’s compiled, worlds in his style

Adventures, and dragons, and demons

Peasants, and kings, he’s been dreamin'

They’re there, almost in reach

A whole different dimension he wishes to breach

Replace that with Pokémon, then ponies

Something to combat the loneliness

Because he’s never had connections with bliss

Friends that are close, but anxiety ruins it

So he sits in the ruins he built, a castle made of uncompleted projects

And prospects and conquests

Sitting like a god amongst failed accomplishments

This might seem random, and I’m running on empty

But before I finish this song, I want you to know this was a vent piece


[Outro: Acarcion]

So what am I venting?

Just the lonliness and the emptiness I feel deep in my soul?

Sigh

Maybe, but

It's all in my control

I believe it is

I don't know

Thank you for listening