In her —veins she hid the bodies
Under putrid ink left buried
Twitching crystals, roaring static
Highway brown noise getting scary
Flicker flicker on the TV
Mirror splinters in her mind
Squirming phantom buzzsaw insects
And she has nowhere to hide
Crimson static on the tiles
Drip from sores infested by
All the memories of corpses
That were friends she left to die
In her —skin she feels them crawling!
Break the knife and flip the towеr!
Stagger sideways, hit the doorframе
With tinnitus roaring louder
Bleeding timelines on the countertop
She's falling backwards kata
Strikes her chin against the sink
And pukes up blood on terracotta
Crack the glass and hear her weeping!
Cause she can't escape the slaughter!
Rotting fingers blindly reaching!
Split the sheet and eat the blotter!
There is nothing left to silence
All the screaming in her mind
She collapses in recursion
As she feels— her soul unwind
In the —mirror stands her doppel
Glaring back in empty hunger
But there's nothing left to feed it
For her soul's been torn asunder
Still her razor's digging deeply
Into ruined meat she's clawing
At the poison still within her but
The hungry ghosts keep gnawing
Migraine light is shining out from
Empty holes where eyes should go
Glowing rorschach infestations mocking
That she chose this long ago
And her —mind is turned to blisters!
Torch the throne and cross the water!
Speak the koans and light the fractals
In the hell her sins have bought her!
Quantum timeskips drag her forward
And she's falling backwards kata
Strikes her chin against the sink
And pukes up blood on terracotta
Crack the glass and hear her weeping!
Cause she can't escape the slaughter!
Rotting fingers blindly reaching!
Split the sheet and eat the blotter!
There is nothing left to silence
All the screaming in her mind
She collapses in recursion
As she feels— her soul unwind
The supersymmetry of the moment arrives at its singularity
Her death consumes itself while her still living body retches bile soaked hope for a better future on faded bathroom tile
A sign inverts
A billion twinkling fireflies shining brighter than the sun instantly go dark in a tectonic snap of reality-crushing shear force
A void blooms
And opens its eyes
In her skin —she felt them crawling!
Broke the knife and flipped the tower!
Staggered sideways hit the doorframe
With tinnitus roaring louder!
Bled out timelines on the countertop
She tumbled backwards kata!
Smashed her chin against the sink
Then puked up blood on terracotta!
Cracked the glass and heard her weeping!
She could not escape the slaughter!
Saw her fingers blindly reaching
Ripped the sheet and ate the blotter!
There was nothing left to silence
All the screaming in her mind
She collapsed into recursion
As she felt— her soul unwind
Now there's— really nothing left of her!
A void opens its eyes!
Drifting smoke and fractal ashes
Mark the place of her demise!
And then the nothing looks around
And then it laughs and then it cries
And then it takes her hands and walks
Into a world— made fresh and bright
And then, it lives
And then... I live