Picking up the pieces

That's been scattered by the wind

I know that I can't fathom

What I was never entitled to be

The door is open now

I won't ask for you to stay

You never belonged here

This has never been your place

This feeling of unease

It never ceases to torment me

I was never enough, never enough

Never enough

All I ever wanted was

To feel shеltered

But you deniеd me this feeling

You took it away from me

And I wail in pain

For the moments you left me alone

And I breathe in vain

For my air has been taken away

This is the requiem for all my desires

Ambitions of fulfillment, anesthesia for the liars

I never wanted to become the one to light a pyre

To burn the past myself and make me go down to the wire

Ever-flowing solitude

Savor all the moments

Make the memories fade away

And drown them once and for all

Craving to believe in me again

Startled by the growing hatred

Even though I had you on your throne

You are the monarch that will die alone

Petulant, yet

Seducing, addicting

Bittersweet end

Enticing but frail

All the servants gather around

The queen that leeches

And allow her to drain them dry

And spread their diseases

Every trace of dignity

Has fallen down the drain

Every step I take forward

Brings me closer to the end

For as long as I remember

I am used to embrace the fear

And hold it deep inside me

Preventing the sight to clear

[Instrumental Break]

If I could turn back time

Then I'd make it sure

I'd never hold your hand

When you needed the most

If I could turn back time

Then I'd make it sure

To turn you into a ghost

And bleed you through

[Instrumental Break]

Call me aberration now for

All that I have done

But you never looked through my eyes

Or breathe through my lungs

Petulant, yet

Seducing, addicting

Bittersweet end

Enticing but frail

All the servants gather around

The queen that leeches

And allow her to drain them dry

And spread their diseases

Every trace of dignity

Has fallen down the drain

Every step I take forward

Brings me closer to the end