[Chorus: RoZe]

I think about the last time I felt, yeah

Then I think about everyone I helped

Could it be the hand I was dealt? Yeah

And if I got to do this all by myself, I will

If I got to keep survivin' or fightin' with my head above the clouds

And if I got to keep on strivin' or writin', I will

Every time I think I'm gonna have my chance, all my friends begin to doubt

Now whenever I'm told I won't or I can't, I will, yeah

[Verse 1: Abstract]

I've been livin' in my own head

Demons livin' in my own bed

These days, I don't trip on what nobody said (nobody said)

There ain't shit I gotta prove to anybody, yeah (yeah-ah-ah)

I became a motivator, a style innovator

Now we headed up like we on a elevator

They say my tracks' hot, both sides of the equator

And I'm never talkin' magazines till I'm on The FADER

But I know I'm hard on myself

Say it ain't good for my health

In the moment, ain't finding wealth

Feels like every time I make a move, I'm moving in stealth

No matter what I do, it feel like nothing will help

Till I get that apartment up in the rainiest city

Working on beats in the morning, performin' later that night

Fly out with Drumma, Craig, and Blulake on a red-eye flight

We'll be playin a new city every goddamn night (let's go!)

[Chorus: RoZe]

I think about the last time I felt, yeah

Then I think about everyone I helped

Could it be the hand I was dealt? Yeah

And if I got to do this all by myself, I will

If I got to keep survivin' or fightin' with my head above the clouds

And if I got to keep on strivin' or writin', I will

Every time I think I'm gonna have my chance, all my friends begin to doubt

Now whenever I'm told I won't or I can't, I will, yeah

[Verse 2: Abstract]

Wonder why I'm locked in my room

Wonder why I ain't textin' back

Wonder why I ain't on the town

Wonder why you heard I was home but you ain't seen me around

I been workin', writin', plottin', knockin', watchin', or readin'

Ain't takin' for granted a single minute I'm breathin'

You know I'm workin' to get it till the day I ain't stressin'

Believe in puttin' effort even when you know it's been destined

I got questions; I need answers

Violence spreadin' like a cancer

Tryna make a difference through this music business, know I can

I got fans who overseas, I'm just tryna give 'em hope

But if I ain't ever heard, they ain't ever gonna know

I know music therapeutic more than anybody, man

We got problems in the States; state of problems outta hand

But if they lend an ear, think I could lend 'em a chance

'Cause I got faith in the world; I put my faith in my fans

[Chorus: RoZe]

I think about the last time I felt, yeah

Then I think about everyone I helped

Could it be the hand I was dealt? Yeah

And if I got to do this all by myself, I will

If I got to keep survivin' or fightin' with my head above the clouds

And if I got to keep on strivin' or writin', I will

Every time I think I'm gonna have my chance, all my friends begin to doubt

Now whenever I'm told I won't or I can't, I will, yeah