[Verse 1]

Smoke clouds my eyes

Really can't decide

Who the fuck am I?

Fuck it, we go do or die

Journey through my mind, I bet you won't come back

Shit's on calm when my lights turn black

Watching demons talk with Jesus, crazy chats

And they mostly agree, what's the deal with that?

Back 'gainst the wall, so I can't step back

So I ain't really sure what I've been really looking at

Person in the mirror staring back is a king

Now I can't pick up, but my phone still rings

Yeah, I cried a little to reflect in the puddle

Threw a couple rocks to go with the rubble

External anger, internal struggle

External weakness, internal muscle

From the outside say the kid's so cool

For that same reason, yo, the kid's so full

Drownin' inside his thoughts, complexion

No lifeguards in this pool to protect him

[Verse 2]

Someone grabs him to save me

Redrawn light, but he's screaming erase me

From the outside, see, he seems so crazy

But if you saw the inside, could you really blame me?

But how could you see it?

Couldn't believe it

Memories to retrieve it

But you couldn't, so leave it

You couldn't walk my shoes

A couple mind to kinda find a flaw in every move

A chip in every two, saw puzzle feelin' loose

Trophy in my hands, still feel I'm about to lose

Yeah, some call it perfection

Me, I call it dumb ass shit that I'm stressin'

So I'm on some bomb ass shit for deflection

Tryna go negate lows instead of correct 'em

Cigarette lit for a light when it's dark

Sacrifice lungs for a little peace in the heart

Little feast for your thought, 'cause up's where I'm caught

Running back words, go, set, ready, on your mark

Always had a smile in a room full of problems

Everybody thought for some reason I could solve 'em

Always too scared to solve these equations

Laugh a whole lot just to hide where the pain is

Say I'm no different, say I'm on the same shit

The story go deeper than the spots where the paint chips