Scattered thoughts collide and fuse

Indicative of my past dementia

Once I questioned it all

Now I question nothing except

Will I die tomorrow

Of I'm born today

Strive to survive

Choice of Darwin's natural order of selection apparent

Why me - why them?

Defined answers all illusive

Standing behind yesterday's insecurities

Pounding through the ignorance of a childhood long forgotten

But suddenly I broke and then realized

The relevance of outside ignorance

Tormentor transformed from all to myself

Striving despite the negativity

Overabundance

Confusion mounts as I enter my live

Today will answer all but one question

Multiplied by an inordinate tomorrow

Pushing to find solutions to everything

Unidentifiable by my darkened sight

Betdown I was "Betdown"