Self Made Martyr - Intellectual

Realize that you're losing everything pure this time

Fight back to retake the enemies in your mind

You follow what you know, but you can't control

Just to find what I feel

Insanity might control your thoughts

But it won't make them real

You up the dosage again

To dull this pain

That won't ever end

No it never ends

Slowly it consumes you try as you might

Delirium controls you from deep inside

Self indulging in the ways you like to make believe

But you still don't exist to me

Realize that you're losing еverything good

Trading abuse for serеnity won't help you mend

You poisoning your soul, because you cost control

It won't get you close to me

It's you that's wrong but beneath it all

We choose what not to see

Before you draw a line in the sand

Be sure you know that you made it end

And while I cross the line you drew

I'm sure of my feelings for you

You up the dosage again

To dull this pain

That won't ever end

No it never ends

Slowly it consumes you try as you might

Delirium controls you from deep inside

Self indulging in the ways you like to make believe

But you still don't exist to me

You up the dosage again

To dull this pain

That won't ever end

No it never ends

Slowly it consumes you try as you might

Delirium controls you from deep inside

Self indulging in the ways you like to make believe

But you still don't exist to me