[Chorus]

I don't smoke 'cause I get paranoid

I've been in my bed all day, I lay just to fill a void, didn't have a choice

I didn't come to say hey today, 'cause I got paranoid

Harder to say how I'm feeling 'cause I didn't have a voice

Didn't make a noise, just white noise, I get paranoid

[Post-Chorus]

Speak up, speak up

I can't hear you, maybe could you speak up

Speak up, speak up

[Verse]

I can't even get to sleep

Eyes wide open, I've been dreaming of that green

In a minute I've forgotten how to speak

Easier done than said when words between my teeth (Yеah)

I find it easier to say bye

Than to say how I feel (Yеah, yeah, yeah, yeah)

If I let you down then say why

But I'ma keep my lips sealed (Yeah)

[Chorus]

I don't smoke 'cause I get paranoid

I've been in my bed all day, I lay just to fill a void, didn't have a choice

I didn't come to say hey today, 'cause I got paranoid

Harder to say how I'm feeling 'cause I didn't have a voice

Didn't make a noise, just white noise, I get paranoid

[Post-Chorus]

Speak up, speak up

I can't hear you, maybe could you speak up

Speak up, speak up

[Verse]

Tap rectangle, friends get canceled

You love me and go, see from a new angle

Unlock my anger, I know life, shit hurts

Said you felt like this first

Keep getting worse and worse, it hurts, it hurts, I can't converse

In a crowded room, I lose myself, I can't be heard

I wanna be free to say my sentence, I'm cursed

When will I learn not to wait my turn

[Chorus]

I don't smoke 'cause I get paranoid

I've been in my bed all day, I lay just to fill a void, didn't have a choice

I didn't come to say hey today, 'cause I got paranoid

Harder to say how I'm feeling 'cause I didn't have a voice

Didn't make a noise, just white noise, I get paranoid

[Post-Chorus]

Speak up, speak up

I can't hear you, maybe could you speak up

Speak up, speak up