Can I Love

By Absolute Zero

On #Zero

Released on October 15, 2013

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[Verse 1]

Now ain't that a bitch, I guess it really isn't though

Don't tell me that I'm acting like a hoe

Cause the hoes that you know don't know what i know

They niggas sneaking off to get it on the low

But right here, this is a different story

Hated because these boobs didn't make a nigga horny

In the 1st grade maybe or maybe even prior

But i still played on did they know i was a liar

So are we still people, are we still created equal

So in that case why can't I fuck a man

Fuck it man, just call me dirty dan

Hated cause I'm me, and that as simple as it be, dam

So every single day , dont ask dont tell

Being gay, ain't ok for a young black male

Know what i mean, watch these uptown queens

Start rage against machines


[Chorus]

{Can I love you x 6

Cause my love got a dick and I do too}x2


[Verse 2]

Touch a nigga dick, no homo

Fuck a nigga bitch, no homo

Sucking up that domo, no homo

The rap game ain't got room for no homo

That’s gay, that doesn’t bother me

But do you have to use lobotomy to fix my sodomy

Why you looking sad at me, why you getting mad at me

Because I fixated on female on the anatomy

Do i judge your bitch cause she won’t suck my dick

What you think that i might just molest you prick

Fuck you, saying fuck you right back

But you might self hate if we fuck you like that

I just want to love who I want to love

I just fuck who I want to fuck

To all these niggas with they heads up they nutz

I'ma do what I do live my life never get enough


[Andre]

Have you ever been scared

I don’t mean like home alone watching paranormal activities scared

I mean like tears streaming down your face

Rocking back and forth, clutching your children

Sherif knocking at your front door and you know its eviction day scared

Have you ever been scared, like waiting in the clinic for you HIV results

After three or four slip ups with three or four guys or girls

Who know their middle name should be promiscuous scared

Have you ever been scared

Like waking up to 26 missed calls at three a.m. from your mother

When you know she goes to bed before nine every night

Have you ever felt your brain having blu balls and period cramps at the same time

As your heart ventricles beat through your eyeballs

Have you ever been scared, I have

I’ve been scared to live in a world while I’m in love with someone who stands up to pee like me

A world where the pronouns him and he, are never supposed to become us and we

But even in fear we still tried, tried to live, love, and laugh as one

Even in times it seemed we weren’t accepted by anyone

We lived life like there was no tomorrow

Pretending to fear no one, Actually afraid of everone

One day he was beat, till he breathed his last breathe

And now our two hearts that used to beat as one are just reminders

Of how he was beat by one man, in a gas station parking lot , at one something in the afternoon

I cried from one tear at his funeral one day in June, and I was left with one broken heart

And one fear in one fucked up world

What if one day it happens to me too