[Intro]

Yeah...right there...

[Verse 1]

Staring at a photograph of memories I used to have

They used to say I'd never be on top, I said that they were mad

Flustered with opinions, and my minions dissipate

Until I disappear, that's filet mignon, on my dinner plate..

I seem to integrate, great - back up in a corner

Till the morning when I wake, late, lost in California

Goner and you know it watching life outside my cubicle

My irises, they fluster, and I shut my cuticles

Mood'll go and dilate, spittin' my flow at a higher rate

When shit is getting too risky, if they do diss me, I annihilate

Modern Terminator, 1980's, never no promo

Gonna get me where I'm goin', if I'm smokin', then I be slow mo

Sober then my disposition makes me adolescent

Till the time I reach my 20's, and they saying “life's a present”

Old is not too pleasant, yet I really never do say never

Sayonara to you bitches, cuz you never gon' see me never, no

[Hook]

I got some time to spend so why not spend it on myself? (x2)

I got some time to spend so why would I not invest it

In my soul, it's only better, if this time, they don't expect it (x1)

[Verse 2]

Resurrected from the coffin that they buried me

Behind the lookin' glass, I really see 'em stare at me

This ain't no circus, I would rather be humiliated

Than pretend to be someone I'm not, my feelings infiltrated

Instigated by the people that I used to call my friends

Investigate the reasons how I never will see them again

To me and them it's like my mental too intimidating

So they'd rather hide, and point the finger it's incriminating

Like I'm lost, paranoid; devoid of anger

All my life needed was mystery; stuck inside a hanger

51 - my area don't need a code, my soul, whole enough

Stay corrupt of sinning while I be grinning then I do open up

I choose to focus on the things that seem to matter

Like myself and who I am, before I chose to climb the ladder

That was full of people that I never should have associated with

I'm setting fire to the fiddle that they played me with

The optimism of a saggitary, planetary

Bible thumper, title hunter, wifey humper, necessary

I'm seein' visions of the present, they become my past

Until I'm stuck inside the realm of things that never last...

[Hook]

I got some time to spend so why not spend it on myself? (x2)

I got some time to spend so why would I not invest it

In my soul, it's only better, if this time, they don't expect it (x1)

[Outro]

*rambling*